Before they were famous

Lil John(OHMYFUCKING GOSH, Wow, never judge a book)

Oprah(she looks the same, just better now)

Richard Gere(he was still handsome)

Charlize Theron(adorable, she was always beautiful)

Russell Brand(lol)

Pamela Anderson(total transformation, nothing on her look the same)

Halle Berry(this is one of the reasons I cannot consider her beautiful, she wasn't ugly to begin with but she wasn't pretty either, she had to change her self in order to be considered beautiful.  It's a bit sad but whatever helps her with her self-esteem I guess, and it obviously made an immense difference.)

Leonardo DiCaprio(so adorable and cute, he looks the same)

Matthew McConaughey(the same, but now he actually thinks he is attractive, I cannot see it then and def not now)

Kanye West(same, but I would like to slap the arrogance outta him)

Denzel Washington(same, but he looks way better now)

Denise Richards(lol she looks like her daughters)

Ryan Seacrest(WTF)

Prince(WTF, he looks like a black guy here and actually like a guy haha)

Ron Jeremy(lol, I am a bit embarrassed that I know who he is, thanks a lot flava flave)

BerniecMac(awww, I love Bernie Mac, he was so good looking here)

Kate Beckinsale(she was always beautiful, she looks the exact same)

Kate Gosslin(Who would have thought she would grow up to have 20 kids at once lol)

Ke$ha(lol lol lol, no comment)

For more check out this website, http://www.blameitonthevoices.com/2009/02/before-they-were-famous.html

Mot beautiful females in the entertainment industry

This list is made up of the females that I believe are the most attractive in the entertainment industry.  There is just something about them that I am attracted to.  Looks and sex appeal play a major part of it, but there is something else that I am drawn to.

Brooklyn Sudano

 

Jane March

Salma Hayek

Charlize Theron

I am so Confident about taking my test on Monday!

 I have done more studying in the last week than I have done in my entire life lol.   It was the worst experience ever, in the middle I was so frustrated because the material and book would not end.  The studying book was about 400 pages of materials that I did not think I would finish.  I had to take a breather and several breaks, but now that I finished all the studying it feels so rewarding because I know everything that is in the book and most things that was covered.  I am so excited to take the test, excitement for the fact that it will be over with but mostly excitement for my score.  I cannot wait because I know my score will be top notch, I have taken several practice test as well.  I cannot wait!

Rendezvous

"Dear John,"
With that she sent their love out in the universe to be delivered in his hands.   The boy with the faded years have now become a man.  There was a time when he loved her and she loved him as well.  But their lives had gone unto different paths, still the memory alway remains.  The childhood fights, the apologies, the look, the thoughts when no one was watching, it is all still there.  She was the only one who payed him no mind, yet he was the one she desired the most.  At times he would visit her in the name of his friends, but in his heart he was there for himself.  He would watch her as she played tag and played ball with her friends wondering when would be the right time for him to approach her.  But that time did not come.
They were stuck in a game with no words to say.  She was the one he did not know how to approach.  He was the one with the quiet demeanor, that she loved.  And though at one time all of his friends were intrigued by her he was the one she cared for.  But their voice would not dare utter a word, their souls knew the hour was not right.  But still he watched her, building up memories to store in his mind.
She was always flowing, always moving, always playing, always smiling, and always standing tall, maybe even a bit too proud.  She was the leader of her pack and accepted everyone no matter their age or style.  And the minute one of them was in trouble she was there to help and defend them.  She had confronted him several times on their behalf and for that he respected her.  He was captivated by her grace, by her charm, there was no one who knew her that did not fall in love with her they were all mesmerized by her, even his own friends.  Her determination,  her kindness and adventuresome nature was far beyond anyone he had known.  But still, she was obeying, on most days she would stand on the balcony looking out like an image from a fairy tale, and he was there below to greet her.  "Come out," he would say but she would feign interest, too proud to admit she had rules though her feet yearned
 to be free.
He loved her for so many reasons.  And she loved him as well.
But then the little boy got caught up, while she stayed the same.  So no longer could they play the same.  A different time had taken place.  They were definitely too proud now to admit their feelings.  Still she played ball with her friends, and when he passed by he would steal a quick glance but was on his way swiftly.  He was learning what manhood and drugs were. She was learning about insecurities that this new
 age would bring.
But still even that time passed and they were in a new era.  She was now a small fish in a big pond and she loved it.  For now she was in his world and she loved this new adventure.  Her awkward years were behind her and now it seemed the same as when she was 10 years old.  There were a lot of excitement and she was at the center.  So many option to choose from, so many crushes.  He was still there in the back of her mind, though she loved him the most, everything was so new for her.  And once again he was placed in the sideline when all of his friends started to like her.  He was pissed but would not admit it, he stayed quiet.  But though she was a bit intrigued by a few of them, she did not go that root it was too close to him.  And he was the one she
desired the most.
Still there came a time when he would leave.  On that day when she found out he was leaving she wanted to cry.  They were having so much fun, nothing was suppose to change.  She was so used to seeing him everyday, and now she would not see him at all.  And the one memory that they both remembered from that day was that he was there.  Before he left he came to visit her at her classroom door, he stopped a distance away and stared in for a while.  She saw him as he was walking down the hall and her heart fluttered because he was there to say bye to her.  She was sad yet elated that he decided to stop by, that took courage.  They stared at each other for what seemed like centuries, and without saying a word they understood.  As he was walking away she raised her hand.  She knew he was waiting around the corner but what would she say and what would he say.  But faith intervened.  Her favorite teacher had seen everything that was unfolding and told her no when she asked to go.  A speech was given, "I know you want to go out so you can see that boy and I am not going to sign your book."  Did he know she tried.  She was stuck there and so he left without saying
 a word.
Since they first met so long ago that was the first time that he would be gone, gone from her life.  Still she did not comprehend that he would be gone for good.  She thought he would still come to her neighborhood.  But for whatever reason, he was gone.  Maybe he asked around for her, maybe eventually he came back to her hood but it was too late because by then she was gone as well.  Time continued to pass and they continued to live.  They met new people, fell in love, maybe now and then a thought or two would pop up in their minds of that time, but they were living life.  Time had deter their feelings for each other.  After looking and waiting for so long, there comes a time when you must stop and go on with your life.
But as he sat in his cold lonely cell his mind ran on her.  What was she doing, who was she with and did she still remember him.  He had hope in his mind, but was doubtful she would even care.  What were they anyways, just a young school age crush.  She would not care any more.  He forced himself time after time to think of other thoughts but his mind betrayed him for she was all he could think of.  But even after all that time she still remembered him.  She sat down one day searching for him with no luck, just as she was going to give up all hope faith intervened once again. With the keyboard beneath her fingers  she begun her letter.
 "Dear John."  

I think I just found a new crush, this guy is sooooooooooooooooooo HOTT!!!

Mechad Brook, he has such a beautiful smile. 

Marriage

Today I was talking to one of my friends and the topic of marriage came up, and I must admit I have not really given the topic any thought at all.  To me, it's not something that I chase and it is not even one of my goals.  To which my friend replied, "oh, that's weird."  If I happen to meet a respectful person that I connect with, and who has an immense love for the creator I see nothing wrong with getting to know them and then if it leads to marriage then so be it.  But if not I see nothing wrong with not being married.  I know for sure that I am interested in adopting children whether I am married or not.  Having children of my own is not an issue for me.  For all children come from the same place, though their entrance may be through different bodies.  Parents are not the creators of children they are simply the pathway for the souls entrance into the human realm.

Though we are all ultimately working towards the same goal(to be one with the oneness that we are all apart of), our course in life is different.  She then proceeded to ask me at what age do I see fit for a person to get married.  There is not any given age for marriage, marriage is subjective it depends on so many factors such as place of birth, love, respect, the lesson we must obtain through the person we are with, etc.  Personally for myself I must accomplish what I need to before I even consider the aspect of marriage, but if it is meant to be before that then it will be(although I strongly doubt it is meant to be that way lol).  If marriage is a way for the being to learn the lesson it must learn then it will be.

To me nowadays many people are caught up with marriage for the wrong reason.  Whether it is for financial gains, solely looks, insecurities, the idea of the wedding, or even for children(I will expand on this futher).  But in all situations there are lessons that can be learned, so still there is hope for beings who are solely caught up with materials.  For, for every action there is a reaction.  I have come across people even some of my friends and family members whose thought when they meet someone is how cute their children will be.  That is pure selfishness, it's like they do not even care about the person they are with as long as they obtain beautiful children.  How a child look should not be an issue at all.  Children should be the product of love shared between the parents not because of solely looks.  I had a friend who broke up with her boyfriend of many years because it was getting to the point of marriage and her response to me was that they would make ugly kids.  I was so disgusted by her remark so she quickly changed her answer afterwards.  After so many years, and all the good things he has done, did you really just realize you would make ugly children.  What many humans are forgetting is children are souls from the creator who are here to learn lessons just as we are, with the guidance of our help.  Why should the way they look matter? 

Children are so genuine.

Today I was asking my little brother if he remembered the lady who came over our house last week to do bible study and have a prayer session with the family.  He said, "yes, I do."  Then he asked me, "what was your favorite part."  And I said, "my favorite part was when she prayed for me and the holy spirit came over her and she was telling me all that I will accomplish."  Then I asked him, "what was your favorite part."  His reply was, "my favorite part was when we all hugged." 

I was so touched by his response, that was the sweetest answer.  Here I am being selfish and stuck on myself lol, when the most important things is what we have infront of us right now, we are suppose to cherish that.  I was so touched by his reply, he is 7 years old, but he received the most out of that meeting, and here I was thinking that I received the most, b/c things to come were revealed to me in immense details.  My brother is such a boy boy as well, he acts bashful when we say we love him or ask for a kiss he doesn't reciprocate it, so I was shocked when he said when we all hugged was his favorite part of the prayer session.  Kids always find ways to bring us back to our true essence.  Sometimes it's too easy to get caught up in the future and success that we miss the important lessons right infront of us.

What I am watching

Feral Children(I am so intrigued by these occurrences both with the animals and the children, it's amazing how we can adapt and survive given the help of others.)  I have read so many books and have watched many documentaries on these events.  It is interesting because we are all beings of imitation, we imitate what we see.  So it is easy for a child without a family to imitate the ways of the animals who are providing for them; in the same sense domestic animals abandon their wild ways to become loving pets.  Animals are interesting beings, b/c though their minds may not be as clever as humans they are still conscious and are able to show love and even compassion.  I know that all beings whether the ants on the ground or the baby on the breast can distinguish whether they are being treated fairly and will prefer the being responsible for kindness over anyone else.

  It's sad though that once these feral children are placed back into the human realm and they cannot comprehend human languages and do not change into what we would like them to be the option for them is to be institutionalize(if there are no willing overseers) like in the case of Victor.  Sometimes we(civilized humans) think we are doing the better good for someone when in actuality maybe they are better off where they are at.  But I do understand why we(humans) must try, we would not know unless we tried.  We as humans cannot fathom a child being out in the wild alone so we must help, it is our nature.We desperately hope and pray for the greater good and for the rehabilitation of such children. 

The Barretts Photo shoot today.

I love working with Patti and Duke they are awesome.  It was raining and freezing outside, but we still worked with the weather.  Funny, you would not know that the weather was bad judging by the pics.