Sunday, May 29, 2011

Al Bielek 1992 Underground interview

Some of the things he is saying is so surreal like Lee Harvey Oswald not being the real shooter in 
the Kennedy assassination.  If this is true which I strongly believe that is so messed up and wrong where are people's hearts.  They can kill the body but never the soul, and all act/deed but be accounted for sooner or later.


"In the short time that Oswald lived after Kennedy's assassination, he consistantly denied shooting Kennedy, so it would not be possible that he would give a reason for doing it.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lee_harvey_oswald#Assassination_of_JFK says: 

Oswald was interrogated several times during his two days of detention at Dallas Police Headquarters. He denied killing President Kennedy or Officer Tippit, denied owning a rifle, said two photographs of him holding a rifle and a pistol were fakes, denied knowing anything about the forged Selective Service card with the name "Alek J. Hidell" in his wallet, denied telling his co-worker he wanted a ride to Irving to get curtain rods for his apartment, and denied he had been seen carrying a long heavy package to work the morning of the assassination."

Read more: http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Did_Lee_Harvey_Oswald_give_a_reason_for_assassinating_John_F._Kennedy#ixzz1NkP0KMzf



"Soon after his capture Oswald encountered reporters in a hallway, declaring "I didn't shoot anyone" and "They're taking me in because of the fact I lived in the Soviet Union. I'm just a patsy!" Later, at an arranged press meeting, a reporter asked, "Did you kill the President?" and Oswald, who by that time had been advised of the charge of murdering Tippit, but not yet arraigned in Kennedy's death, answered "No, I have not been charged with that. In fact, nobody has said that to me yet. The first thing I heard about it was when the newspaper reporters in the hall asked me that question." As he was led from the room, "What did you do in the USSR?" was called out, and "How did you hurt your eye?"; Oswald answered, "A policeman hit me."[142][143][144]





Police interrogation


Fake selective service (draft) card in the name of Alek James Hidell, found on Oswald when arrested. A.Hidellwas the name used on both envelope and order slip to buy the murder weapon (see CE 773),[145] and A. J. Hidell was the alternate name on the New Orleans post office box rented June 11, 1963, by Oswald.[146] Both the murder weapon and the pistol in Oswald's possession at arrest had earlier been shipped (at separate times) to Oswald's Dallas P.O. Box 2915, as ordered by "A. J. Hidell".[147]

Oswald, handcuffed to Detective James Leavelle (light clothing), is shot by Jack Ruby.

The grave of Lee Harvey Oswald
Oswald was interrogated several times during his two days at Dallas Police Headquarters. He denied killing Kennedy and Tippit, denied owning a rifle, said two photographs of him holding a rifle and a pistol were fakes, denied telling his co-worker he wanted a ride to Irving to get curtain rods for his apartment, and denied carrying a long heavy package to work the morning of the assassination. The Warren Commission also noted that Oswald denied knowing an A. J. Hidell, and when shown a forged Selective Service card bearing that name in his possession when arrested, refused to answer any questions concerning it, saying "...you have the card yourself and you know as much about it as I do." [148] The Warren Commission noted that this "spurious" card bore the name of Alek James Hidell.[149]
During his first interrogation on Friday, November 22, Oswald was asked to account for himself at the time the President was shot. Oswald said he ate lunch in the Depository's first-floor lunchroom, then went to the second floor for a Coca-Cola, where he encountered a policeman.[150] During his last interrogation on November 24, Oswald was asked again where he was at the time of the shooting; he said he was working on an upper floor when it occurred, then went downstairs where he encountered a policeman.[151]
Oswald asked for legal representation several times while being interrogated, as well as in encounters with reporters. But when representatives of the Dallas Bar Association met with him in his cell on Saturday, he declined their services, saying he wanted to be represented by John Abt, chief counsel to the Communist Party USA, or by lawyers associated with the American Civil Liberties Union.[152][153] Both Oswald and Ruth Paine tried to reach Abt by telephone several times Saturday and Sunday,[154][155] but Abt was away for the weekend.[156] Oswald also declined his brother Robert's offer on Saturday to obtain a local attorney.[157]

Death

On Sunday, November 24, Oswald was being led through the basement of Dallas Police Headquarters preparatory to his transfer to the county jail when, at 11:21 a.m., Dallas nightclub operator Jack Ruby stepped from the crowd and shot Oswald in the abdomen. Oswald died at 1:07 p.m. at Parkland Memorial Hospital—the same hospital where Kennedy had died two days earlier.[110]
A network television camera, there to cover the transfer, was broadcasting live at the time, and millions thereby witnessed the shooting as it happened.[158] The event was also captured in a well-known photograph (see right). Ruby later said he had been distraught over Kennedy's death and that his motive for killing Oswald was "...saving Mrs. Kennedy the discomfiture of coming back to trial."[159]Others have hypothesized that Ruby was part of a conspiracy.[160]
After autopsy, Oswald[161] was buried in Fort Worth's Rose Hill Memorial Burial Park.[162][163] A marker inscribed simply Oswald replaces the stolen original tombstone, which gave Oswald's full name and birth–death dates.[164]"



The proceedings of the commission were closed, though not secret, and about 3% of its files have yet to be released to the public, which has continued to provoke speculation among researchers.[n 13]

Ramsey Clark Panel

In 1968, the Ramsey Clark Panel examined various photographs, X-ray films, documents, and other evidence, concluding that Kennedy was struck by two bullets fired from above and behind him, one of which traversed the base of the neck on the right side without striking bone, and the other of which entered the skull from behind and destroyed its right side.[166]

House Select Committee

In 1979, after a review of the evidence and of prior investigations, the United States House Select Committee on Assassinations was preparing to issue[citation needed] a finding that Oswald had acted alone in killing Kennedy. However, late in the Committee's proceedings a Dictabelt was introduced,[clarification needed] purportedly recording sounds heard in Dealey Plaza before, during and after the shots were fired. After submitting the Dictabelt to acoustic analysis, the Committee revised its findings to assert a "high probability that two gunmen fired" at Kennedy and that Kennedy "was probably assassinated as the result of a conspiracy." Although the Committee was "unable to identify the other gunman or the extent of the conspiracy," it made a number of further findings regarding the likelihood or unlikelihood that particular groups, named in the findings, were involved.[167]
The Dictabelt evidence has been questioned, some believing it is not a recording of the assassination at all.[168] The staff director and chief counsel for the Committee, G. Robert Blakey, told ABC News in 2003 that at least 20 persons heard a shot from the grassy knoll, and that a conspiracy was established by both the witness testimony and acoustic evidence, but in 2004 he expressed less confidence.[169] Officer H.B. McLain, from whose motorcycle radio the HSCA acoustic experts said the Dictabelt evidence came,[170][171] has repeatedly stated that he was not yet in Dealey Plaza at the time of the assassination.[172] McLain asked the Committee, "‘If it was my radio on my motorcycle, why did it not record the revving up at high speed plus my siren when we immediately took off for Parkland Hospital?’”[173]
In 1982, a group of twelve scientists appointed by the National Academy of Sciences (NAS), led by Norman Ramsey, concluded that the acoustic evidence submitted to the HSCA was "seriously flawed."[citation needed] Subsequently, a 2001 article in Science and Justice, the journal of Britain's Forensic Science Society, said that the NAS investigation was itself flawed and concluded with a 96.3 percent certainty that there were at least two gunmen firing at President Kennedy and that at least one shot came from the grassy knoll.[174] Commenting on the British study, G. Robert Blakey said: "This is an honest, careful scientific examination of everything we did, with all the appropriate statistical checks."[175]"





Mariana  http://www.spartacus.schoolnet.co.uk/JFKoswaldM.htm
"At first Marina accepted the truth of the Warren Commission but over the years she has began to question the role her husband played in the killing of John F. Kennedy. She was especially influenced by theHouse Select Committee on Assassinations report published in 1979.



In an interview she gave to the Ladies Home Journal in September 1988 she argued: ''I'm not saying that Lee is innocent, that he didn't know about the conspiracy or was not a part of it, but I am saying he's not necessarily guilty of murder. At first, I thought that Jack Ruby (who killed Oswald two days after the assassination) was swayed by passion; all of America was grieving. But later, we found that he had connections with the underworld. Now, I think Lee was killed to keep his mouth shut.''




Marina added: '' I believe he worked for the American government... He was taught the Russian language when he was in the military. Do you think that is usual, that an ordinary soldier is taught Russian? Also, he got in and out of Russia quite easily, and he got me out quite easily.''
Marina later remarried and became known as Marina Oswald Porter. In the 1990s she became involved in a campaign to clear the name if her former husband. In April 1996 she wrote that : "At the time of the assassination of this great president whom I loved, I was misled by the "evidence" presented to me by government authorities and I assisted in the conviction of Lee Harvey Oswald as the assassin. From the new information now available, I am now convinced that he was an FBI informant and believe that he did not kill President Kennedy."


When I came to this country I came as a friend. I was then and am now. When the assassination happened I believed it was my obligation - anybody's obligation - to abide by the law of this land. I testified to the Warren Commission and I obliged any request the government made of me. I agreed with the findings of the Warren Commission not because I really understood everything about it, but because I had enough trust that they investigated honestly and that the conclusions they came to were based on the highest form of investigation. So, with my blind faith, I accepted their conclusions. Of course, at that time lots of people in this country who knew more about what was going on questioned the findings of the commission. And I defended the commission against those people, and I wanted all those so-called conspiracy people to just go away. Then there was a second investigation because the people demanded it. This was the investigation of the U.S. House Select Committee. And I testified for them. And their conclusion was possible conspiracy, meaning that the assassination involved more than one person, and they stopped it at that. Even then, I wasn't very pleased. I wasn't very pleased because when I was testifying for them and I thought they were honest - after so many years, and because the people demanded it I asked them questions that would be answered just for me, and I was told that I was there only to answer questions, not to ask them. So I knew that that investigation was doomed.

And how can I respect the conclusions of the House Select Committee, when they locked up their records?
I gave the two investigations everything I had. Then later I found out that the FBI knew more about me than I knew about myself. Literally, even my underwear was investigated. And I have no problem - they didn't have to trust me, why should they? I don't hold anything against that. But my private matters were investigated - even when they had all the proof that I was nobody's "spy" and I feel that this was for blackmail - my house was bugged, and I saw pictures of me which I knew nobody but the FBI could have done. I've seen with my own eyes that any kind of gossip from people even remotely related to me by name in Russia - any kind of nonsense - is in the record. You cannot be more thorough than that. And even so, I don't object. But now I think, it's my turn to ask the questions and for the FBI to clean their own laundry. I don't want to know everything about the FBI, but since they claim that I am wife of the assassin, and I have to defend myself , only in that regard am I sticking my nose in their business. And I'm not begging for answers. I think I've earned them, and I think they should give them to me.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

The Prayer

I pray you’ll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don’t know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe
La luce che to dai

I pray we’ll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L’eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c’e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we’ll be safe.
Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza

Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E’il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera 

Friday, May 27, 2011

Oh my gosh, this little girl's voice is incredible beyond words.

She is so incredible, positive, Godly, intelligent and so touching. She is such a 
happy little girl.


Ohmygosh I have never heard anyone speak like this about their mom.
She said she was a woman of God, she was amazed that a woman like that could be her
mother.  That is incredible.  I am so touched by this little girl and her love and humbleness.


People of Walmart Music Video

Lol.  Whenever I am sad I find ways to cheer myself up, this being one of them lol.
Watching or reading funny things or inspirational positive stories.  And taking a walk, listening to music 
or doing anything that will cheer me up :)

What would you do....

Aww tis is so touching

Another great story to cover


Oh my gosh, this story is just so touching. This story is so close to me.  When I lived in
 Baltimore I saw this guy get jumped by about
8 guys after he was winning in a one on one fight.  The sad thing was it was outside of a night club with bouncers and no one did anything.  Literally there were about 100 people watching and no one did anything to stop it.  I was just so frozen in place, and torn I did not know what to do and people were laughing.  I thought the guy was dead.  They kicked and punched him in the street.  The sad thing was no one did anything including myself.  I knew I was suppose to do something but was a bit scared b/c it was so real, in that moment you know what life is.  I cannot even fathom that happening to my brother and no one doing anything but watching.  I made a promise to myself that I have to intervene no matter the consequences if I see things like that occurring.  It's is a one on one fight it is not so bad but to jump someone like that is terrible, no matter what.  There are only two times in my life I have ever felt so defenseless, and that was one of them, it's not a good feeling watching someone getting hurt and knowing you can do something but you don't.  It just still touches me and just to see the bystanders faces they were not phase and still carried on like nothing happened, it's sad what we can do to each other to the point that it does not phase us.  I could not get over it, I was talking to this older guy that was watching the fight with me and he said it happens all the time, the week b4 someone got shot and killed.  The police station was just two blocks away from where the fight was but it took them about 15 mins to get there, probably b/c none of us called.

My favorite video, Linda Hamilton is humanity.  We can learn so much from her.
She did not even care for any publicity or attention.



This is a more light hearted story compared to the other ones.  I was interested
in the girl's story as well.

Lol @ this I think guys are a lot nicer than woman when it comes to
these things lol.


lol


lol, there was no ay a 9th grade boy would turn her down.


 
I love the ladies response that has the Autistic sons.

People should be who they are suppose to be, no one has the right to stop that.

I don't think anyone ants their kid to be gay, but it is what it is.


He is so cute, it's nice that both of his parents are accepting.


hahaha I love this lol.  LMFAO @ the lil old lady at the end hahahaha
I swear she beats her husband, poor man.

So mean.

So, obviously in Thailand if you say anything unsatisfactory about the King and his family you can be put into jail for up to 15 years, ridiculous.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110527/ap_on_re_as/as_thailand_monarchy

God, bless America and freedom of Speech, one would have thought that freedom of speech would be mandatory, I guess not.  Well, I cannot say much more, I don't want any surprises when I visit Thailand.

Someone wrote a funny comment, this is what they said: "Proud to live in a country where we can pick on, insult, and embarass our government as we please! Not only that, this sort of thing creates many jobs (think cartoonists, comedians, Saturday Night Live in general). Our government is not perfect, but atleast it can survive through all the massive criticism. USA all the way!"

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Ego

The ego was present, crazy words were spoken.  She knew the rules yet she fell victim to the ego in the moment of the heat.  Now time has slowed down and she has seen her error, she was suppose to set an example but instead brought shame onto herself.  How could she allow herself to say such crazy things, so many mean words.  She knows her words pierced the most and she is ashamed of the way she carried herself when she was suppose to be the example. The ego, too proud for it's own good.  Sit down and stay still.  In the end she is human and mistakes are made, lessons are learned, but in this case she knew better.


Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Depending on others


One of the worse feelings ever is having to depend on other people.  I dislike  it with a passion.  I love making my own living and having freedom with my life, I cannot stand the feeling of having to depend on others for simple needs.  It just feels so terrible and awkward.  I have notice that people eventually will use your weakness for their advantage no matter how close of a kin they are.  I just got into a big argument with my mother, I swear she is the kind of person who capitalize on power and having advantage over others.  I cannot stand people like that.  They agree to help and then as soon as an argument pursues they turn on you when they agreed to help in the first place. I hate depending on people, and one would think that family would be supportive but guess again.  Well this predicament will not last for much longer, that's for sure.  I am just not sure what I am interested in doing job wise for the next 3 months. I just cannot fathom being in a closed location having a boss or manager down my back ugh. I just need to figure out a way to generate an income working for myself, doing I dunno what yet.

PS-Interesting story I just read
http://finance.yahoo.com/family-home/article/112801/fight-to-rejoin-middle-class-usnews

I have a new and profound respect for Dave Chapelle.



Cool Dave Chapelle article.
http://filmdrunk.uproxx.com/2011/04/strangely-buff-dave-chappelle-performs-for-sell-out-crowd-in-san-francisco

Abortion

I use to be the biggest abortion basher, I was 100%  pro life(I still am, in the main sense) but there are certain facts that should be known.  We as beings do not have the right to condemn anyone.  Whether or not someone decides to go through with an abortion is their prerogative but they will have to accept and deal with the consequences that comes along with that decision.   Most consequences are faced internally because the memory will be there, regret and shame may be a few of the consequences one must face within themselves.  Technically a soul is not affected by abortion.  Usually beings ready to incarnate will know if a pregnancy will go to full term or not and will choose the body that goes to full term to incarnate in, amongst others things.  There are a few cases where there are souls who may inhabit the fetus to help the parent in that process(this is rare), one particular soul even came back later on in another fetus that that particular female conceived.

With that being said I also strongly believe that people should take responsibility for their actions, instead of taking the supposed "easy" way out.  It's fun to have sex but the consequences are not so easy to deal with.  That is why my personal opinion and choice is that sex should be shared between couples who are married, but different strokes for different folks.  I understand that it may be hard to abstain from sex with all the peer pressure and sexual innuendos, but ultimately we are all responsible for our actions and we have free-will(in most cases).  A few other cons of having an abortion is it lowers the chances of conceiving later on in life, and it does not seem like it is good for the body.  What I have notice are some people are using abortion as  a form of birth control, it is not cool, if people enjoy phucking that much they should be ready for the consequences that comes along with having sex.  I have the utmost respect for people who go through with having children because having kids is a big commitment.

Sidenote-I have learned that a few religion forbids their followers from using contraceptions such as birth control pills and condoms, which to me is really bizarre and crazy.  I personally do not believe that religion should have the right to blatantly interfere in people's life when it comes to choices such as that.    Deepak Chopra said something the other day that wrung so true in my ears.  He said that religion ultimately divides people, and that is the truth.  I am a believer in God, Jesus, the higher being that we are, most religion leads to the truth, but it is done in a sense to arrogantly preach that their way is the only way that leads to God which is within.   As long as the lesson of love, peace and harmony is being taught that is what I am for, whether that religion is Hinduism, Buddhism, Judaism, Christianity, etc...  From what I have seen most religion teaches about love, peace and harmony; and help people access their inner knowledge, amongst other things.  But back to the point, religion have no business telling people they should not use contraceptions while performing intercourse, how arrogant can they be, gosh it makes me sick.   A fellow asked a question a year or so ago about how he can help his 54 year old wife cope with being pregnant with their 10th child.  I was in shock, at the time I did not know that the Catholic religion is against people using contraceptions or tying their tubes or getting a vasectomy.  That is crazy, that woman is going to have to be forced to take care of a young child in her old age when it was not her will(in a sense, though she did choose to have sex).  If people are so obedient with what their religion says when it comes to personal matters like that, then they should abstain from sex(but maybe that is against their religion as well lol, no offense).  I mean come on the lady is 54 and he must be around that age, after 9 kids one would hope that they would have figured out when she was ovulating, and the days when it would not be prudent to have sex.