Ego

The ego was present, crazy words were spoken.  She knew the rules yet she fell victim to the ego in the moment of the heat.  Now time has slowed down and she has seen her error, she was suppose to set an example but instead brought shame onto herself.  How could she allow herself to say such crazy things, so many mean words.  She knows her words pierced the most and she is ashamed of the way she carried herself when she was suppose to be the example. The ego, too proud for it's own good.  Sit down and stay still.  In the end she is human and mistakes are made, lessons are learned, but in this case she knew better.